For a large part of my life I have been told or accused of doing "TOO MUCH". Which unfortunately has caused me to have a complex of trying to balance myself and when I am being " TOO MUCH". It has become a crippling problem. Overcompensating, apologizing, and not being able to take compliments are just some of the signs that have been brought to my attention that shows how I am living under the barriers and parameters of others. A wise woman by the name of " Des'ree" once said :
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day".
Speak to me Des'ree
I gotta be me. And it may be TOO MUCH for some people. I can no longer care to the point I change my behavior to please or make anyone more comfortable than myself.
I will be modest and I will be authentic and I will be confident. I will be fearless and unapologetic!
Sincerely ,
Me
❤️❤️ I'm super proud of the man you've grown to be... love you