Toughest Critic

I'm sure I'm not alone in this. I am often my toughest, most harsh, and sometimes rude and downright disrespectful , CRITIC! I wasn't always this way. I use to be really loving and easy on me. Even in competitive sports I would not give myself a hard time. I would think to the next game or the next track meet. How I had the next opportunity to do better. To excel past my last checkpoint. I am not pushing myself to regain this attitude. I will not book every job. I will have down days. I may have a bad performance or two. Those things will happen. And so will the good performances. And the high days. And I will book jobs! I should have perfect balance as a top tier Libra ♎️ and believe me I'm working on it! I'm committed to giving myself time and grace everyday. Balance the good and constructive critiques. And apologize when necessary and I'll continue to be tough when needed.